You know the feeling of like you had forgotten something? Or that you just really need to do or make sure of something? Well, I've noticed that I can't keep my mind off of food. I find myself dreaming about pastries and cakes and risottos, and neglect everything else I'm supposed to do. Even know, I'm writing more and more recipes on post-its that cover the sides of my laptop and are slowly spreading to my already messy desk.
I try to schedule time to cook and remember how I was supposed to be passionate about school, about maybe graduating sometime, about my future. It's slightly scary that all the passion right now is concentrated on cooking. I've beginned to blame my mom, for not making a bigger family; it's a bit tricky to cook everyday, when there's just me and her, and she doesn't even eat anything at home. I do wonder WHEN she eats, does she survive with just breakfast and lunch?
But anyways, I've even thought of solutions to my not-enough-eaters- problem; my neighbours, I mean, I can just deliver the goods to them, right?
I thought about friends and relatives too, but that you see is more complicated. If I wanted to share the goods with them it would require a visit. And a visit to my place or theirs lessens my own time of cooking. I quess it'd be okay once in a while, but for now it seems i'll be counting on our freezer to take care of the evergrowing load of food.
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